It maybe 30 or more years ago I heard this song called Remove Yourself by Canderia. The concept of getting out of the way is certainly more of an air attribute… Ancient way of thinking. Very intelligent!
Perhaps it was my time to bow out gracefully? Maybe and maybe not. I am the “never back down” kind of individual. However, there was something so right about this. Something calling my destroyed self out of a side door called a transient gateway. This current time change is weird and most tardiest thing in my life. Talk about last place but not last. My life went swirling down wardly into a state of failure but not. I swear it almost sounded like a devil laughing and saying, “Ah hahahahaaaa fuck you and all your magick. Fuck your endeavours and everyone you love! You sir are sour spoil! Ah hahahahahaaaa!” But a huge light coming while that illusion faded and on top of that the depression caused me not to care about anything anymore. Not myself or anything that I do or what comes out of my mouth. Even though the truth is I finally made it out of the matrix woods, I still self sabotage but am killing this enemy slowly.
The bitterness set in when they were destroying my life and attempting to end it 20 and 10 years ago. I walked with that like helmet heart and calm like a balm. A horrible attitude and a horrible mouth. No matter what came about all i was doing was making people not have patience for me. What ever it was that caused all this nightmare trauma or anxiety, it is now clear that only when a person comes to a full decision of beginning something or ending a good thing gone bad, that man woman or youth could see their healing. It’s true what they say about loving yourself but more by vibration plus frequency. Or just speaking lovingly to your cells and body. Your mind and emotions. Some like to say, “I Love You!” to themselves and body. I like it more simple then that. “It’s gonna be ok.” So, it is just now that I’m learning to let go. I do regret lashing out at the wrong people and making myself look like a maniac. It feels good not to flip out like I used to. When the forces of the country which as a child was my hero career krush you where you abide in and work in start to destroy you, it’s time to pack up and try a new world. Even weird happenings that should have never been are almost as if they were orchestrated seem like it was all “part of the plan.”
It’s a giant machine lubed the hell up. Ready to be heated up and worked after resting only 4 hours. Nobody is saying you don’t have the power to champion it. Is now the time? Well for some yes but for others no. Life is getting harder but we have to open our minds to any healthy possibility of improvement and elevation of life. They have made it impossible. Now that’s the old me yelling. Today, I can only move by logic and my trust in what I’m grasping in the invisible air. Your magnetic field is ready for you to see and overstand anytime. I am truly doing it. I let go of the internet and many things that were only weighing me down. It is certainly no walk in the park. But I’m so glad that I was able to make a sure start to certain goals. I am so happy to give up bread/carbs among other things but this is the battle of the bromine monster. That son of gun is like a worm gang in your stomach trying to control your soul. Soft squishy bread is great with butter and a cup of coffee but I’m a grampa and the life of dry pasty borning food has placed my ass under arrest.
Day 1: The start to a morning fail. A colossal bowl of salad for 4 and red meat and an egg. I already failed but not really. It’s very hard due to those animacules in your stomach giving your peace, emotions and way of eating, the vulcan grip! Going to prioritize and get things done. All of this is worth it. Fb is such a piece nof garbage. I’m so glad I took that electronic racist trash network out! If social networks or anything hold you back from even surviving then stand up for yourself against that drizzle slow suicide monster and chop that mofukrz head off! I really thought I was gonna die begging for psychic reading clients. I am going the rocky mode rout. Its ninja time! A new life! A new horrizon! Nothing can stop me! I’m off the ground! The lights are bright and my saying effects the flow of the world. Belial floats above the earth’s atmosphere watching and placing things as they get misplaced by human hands. You must not be afraid. Its American kick ass Rambo time America! Move forward in the highest power. With love and understanding. Break the ties that bind bad energy with good. Breathe and relax your state and just see peace snd light. See only success and joy for every present moment no matter how successful you become. This life is but a true moment. Dont hide your light. Shine it bright. Love is the only solution. Care for the situation that is not part of the plan to mold or dissipate. You have the power to do so. Stay calm and cool like slices of chilled cucumbers in a bowl of hot sauce! I gave up on that ugly entanglactic web. Yeah sure I’m writing this but there’s just no joy in a breakfast sandwich, a cup of joe and social media anymore. No joy at all. So onward find the new life road. I hate starting all over but st least it’s my millionth time. Haha and this time there is no need for matrix. It’s not even about success but just keep it steady. So I say fuq it! Don’t be afraid. If you have been locked down due to the pandemic then it’s time to have the chance at a new life. Start the things you’re supposed to and stop the things that can possibly kill you at this point and learn to live out your day as the way you would want to with everything and everyone present!
MANIFEST DESTINY
If you are smoking cigarettes then say goodbye to that bad relationship physically attacking your lungs! If it’s food or the way you intake and live is killing you then stop what ever is causing you to wanna lay back and waist your time then grab it and subdue that thing or energy and press your self realization and get up and turn on that rocky mode switch to on and high! Get up and start stretching. Stretch your whole body head to toe. Breathe deep and calm. Start by dancing around with your arms up and fists ready to fight. Just do 3 sets of 3 minutes jumping around punching and kicking will get you in sure shape. Do 45 sit ups and 45 pushups every morning and every noon but you must stretch. Drink alkaline, electrolite and regular water daily. Try to cut out electronics and concentrate on your promotion at the job and treating the people around you better. Focus on your children or parents. Pamper your loved ones for no reason but love. Eat more greens and.less bread, dairy and meat. Learn to clean your system by having you and your family to create one day out of the week, natural fruit juice day. Spend more time stretching and walking down the park. Mediate and manifest there also. Give the homing and guarding the couch’ video games and fridge a fuqing break! Get out and help your community. It’s time to review your environment and give it some tlc. Go back to reading books and listening to live relaxing musicians perform. Its time to write a friend or family memeber a letter with paper and pen. Do stuff we all used to do but was taken over by the internet. Try to start s public garden in your community. Try to get together with people and do things to uplift our environment. REMOVE YOUR SELF FROM THE MATRIX, THE RABBIT HOLES AND ALL THE NOISE! BRING YOURSELF BACK TO YOU! THE YOU WHICH YOU WERE MEANT TO BE.
If you try this for 27 days then 90, you will come to see that you can do ANYTHING!
SARAVA! đ„
Cris